I would like your opinion

Hello lovelies!

I am much more calmer this week as I spoke to my leader and she showed me an email from the area manager saying that they had run out of 50lb certificates so she would have to order them and then send it to me asap.

I didnt weigh with the clerk either...oh and I also found out I was actually 11st 12.5lb last week after all but I will just pretend I was 11st 11.5 like I reported because...

Was: 11st 11.5lb

Lost: 0

Now: 11st 11.5lb

So technically I really lost a lb but nevermind I will just record it as a STS like I have...sorry if you have lost me lol.

Anyway I really want your opinion. Basically this is what I am aspiring to:

That model is Emanuela de Paula (face of Next) she is 5"9 in height so I think she is a realistic aspiration for me. Well sort of anyway as I am 5"10...but I dont have her bust size lol.

Yeh so I will get on with it...what I am asking is, Is she too thin? Do you think I should aspire to be be bigger than her? Personally I think her legs and figure is fabbbb and I would really love to have it but thinking about it sensibly...I really dont think my legs will ever look like hers as I have chunky legs and ridiculously BIG knees!!!!!!!!!! (you can see what I mean if you go back a few postings and look at my pics)

I would just like to know what you think anyway.

WW wise...is went spinning on Monday....and I forced myself to keep up, which I did and the day after my legs were aching like they have never ached before lol. It felt good though in a weird way :s I thought I would have put on as I keep picking at chocolate fingers and all sorts of stuff when I go home to my moms. I was even slicing chunks off the left over sunday chicken (after my meal) everytime I went into the kitchen as it was delicious!!!!!! NOW that is absolutely ridiculous but do you know what I was thinking at the time "oh its lean meat (chicken breast) it wont do that much harm" grrrrrrrr

Well at least I didnt put on but i was close as I saw the numbers flash 11st 12lb befor it settled on the 11.5lb....but then again I supppose I still would have technically lost 0.5lb anyway.

Right thats enough of my ramblings...let me know what you think about Emanuela anyway...thanks

final thought "gone over by 8points today...what is wrong with me? Seriously 20points to eat is not enough!!!!"

I got it, sort of...50lb!!!!!

Hehe Im so happy and a little confused many good things happened for me this week but at the cost of negative things....all ballanced i guess though lol. Heres how I did:

Was: 12st

Lost: -2.5 (I think)

Now: 11st 11.5lbs (i think)

Thats it you saw rightly....I think thats what I am. I really cant remember what I weighed at wi this week because the clerk got it wrong AGAIN and then to top that off she didnt acknowledge my 50lb milestone so when I pointed it out and asked her if I get a certificate she said "oh the leader doesnt do them"!!!!! Man did I see RED!

I was so gutted and angry because she messed up my wi book again, she wrote 11st 11.5lb but in the weight lost bit she wrote I lost 2lbs, when it would have been 2.5lb (dont know whether im 11st 11.5 or 11st 12.5!!!) I cant even remember because I was so upset at wi I sort of switched off anyway. I have put down 11st 11.5lb so next week I will be really satisfied with a STS. All I know is I am never weighing with HER again!!! I felt so upset I even considered changing classes.

I text my leader on the night and she apologised and said she had to order them from her area manager and I am to weigh with her next week.

But regardless of that I have reached 50lb loss so Well Done me!!!!! I really thought I would have put on again as I went out for a meal to celebrate my cousins graduation and I had a Lamb Shank it was like meat on a hugggge bone lol...very yummy though.

Plus I also wore a SIZE 10 blazer from New Look!!! OMG my arms actually fit into a SIZE 10 Yet alone my BODY lol!!!!! Well pleased at that.

final thought "I officially dislike THAT ww Clerk!!!"

:( And Back AGAIN! :(

Results:

Was 11st 13.5lbs

Gained: +0.5lb

Now: 12st AGAIN

WTF!!! I thought I had done an dusted that stone...ok ok so I didnt have as much water as I should have and I had a few pizza slices on monday (day b4 wi) so yeh i can see where its come from BUT it doesnt have to trick me like that!!!!! B4 Wi I checked my moms new ww scales and it sais 11st 11lb.........got to wi to find otherwise.

Oh well, that'll teach me!

Ok so last week I tried out Body Jam and it was really good although I did it through a headache as I did Step, LBT the Body Jam one after another. This week though I will be more prepared with headache tablets and give it a really good go. Step nearly killed me as it does everytime I do it.

I have already banked 1 gym session today as I went to the gym while waiting for my car to be serviced THAT COST £176!!!!!!!!! grrrrr!! I am hoping to go to step, lbt and body jam 2moz again and then spinning and another gym session on monday!

Got a graduation meal to go to on the weekend for my cousin so I am going to have to be really good. I was really looking forward to getting my 50lb certificate too :(

Better luck next week eh!

Final thought: I WANT TO GET TO GOAL AND BE DONE WITH OBSSESSING OVER NUMBERS!!!!!