Goal in 2012

Here I am again....1lb under my starting weight from 2 years ago!


This is so unhealthy, I really have to stop yo-yoing, but you know what....As titled, This Is The Body BATTLE, my battle!  In 2012 I am determined to have a good go at battling it!


I'm in a better place than I was 2 years ago as I have graduated, am in a secure job and am, well Living life I suppose.


I have my sister joining me on this journey and I think that there is strength in numbers...thanks sis :0)


I'm with a new leader...so that's new inspiration and she has legs to die for so that should be enough inspiration to keep me going in relation to meeting my own goals...


Anyway I will get to goal this year, I believe that 2012 is my year and I am committed and determined to get there, so here's to meeting our goals in 2012.


Besides I feel absolutely disgusted with myself for letting this weight slip back upon me again and I want to rock a bikini and mini skirt with no tights this year so I NEED to WIN this battle!

Starting Weight: 15st 6lbs 

Closing thought "as long as I stay positive, I will reach my goal"

The Finale

Ok....so I claimed to have jumped back on the wagon last time....well obviously that didnt last long!

However, I have decided this is the finale now. I know how to loose weight (thanks to weight watchers) and I am going to go all the way for the 3rd and final time!!!

I went back to WW yesterday and gained 8.5lbs.......bringing me to 12st 7.5lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But thats it now, Im glad to be back and Im looking forward to seeing my body change.

But anyway I have nearly finished uni for good!!!!!......I have one assignment due in on the 7th of May.....and the second half of my dissertation to do which is due in on the 28th May.......Therefore I am very nearly finished!!!! HOWEVER my program co-ordinators have decided that we will have our graduate ceremony in december (like they usually do for my program) So even though I will finish in May and get my degree in July....I wont actually have the graduation ceremony (wear the cap and gown) until december.

So yes as you can probably appreciate I have been extremely busy and will be for the next few weeks too!

Nevertheless, glad to be back and I hope you all are doing well with your own journeys

x x x

Time 2 Get Back on Track

Hey guys!

Unfortunately I lost the plot a little since my last post. Quite alot has happened...I have had a birthday (turned 23 on Saturday)...been out for meals for both my friends bday and my own bday. And generally just being more social than normal. WW wise I sort of went one week, didnt go the next, went the week after, then last week I was ill.....so I couldnt go.

However I did go back today and here is how it went:

Was: 11st 12lb

Lost: -3lbs

Now 11st 9lb

So thats 2lbs away from goal!!!!! Really I should have reached goal weeks ago now but theres been too much messing about so as of tomorrow I will be starting fresh, including getting back into the gym and swimming!!!

Heres a pic of me on my birthday:

I got a really nice Gucci bag, Ugg boots and Tiffany & Co earrings off my boyfriends so that was nice. Hoping to go to the German Market in Birmingham city centre this weekend so that should be nice too.

I still don't have my 50lb certificate so I am going to see if I get it next week and then if not I will complain straight to weight watchers.

I have had a mooch around all of your blogs and caught up with you all again. Oh yeh annnd I got into a pair of Miss Sixtys....not the ones I named in my goal over there ----> but I still got into a pair of them so thats got to be good.

Here is my plan for the week, hopefully it will help me stay on track:

Wednesday: Swim (maybe gym too)

Thursday: LBT, Step and Body Jam

Friday: Rest

Saturday: Rest

Sunday: Gym

Monday: Spinning

Tuesday: wi

Final thought: "Dont give up!"

I would like your opinion

Hello lovelies!

I am much more calmer this week as I spoke to my leader and she showed me an email from the area manager saying that they had run out of 50lb certificates so she would have to order them and then send it to me asap.

I didnt weigh with the clerk either...oh and I also found out I was actually 11st 12.5lb last week after all but I will just pretend I was 11st 11.5 like I reported because...

Was: 11st 11.5lb

Lost: 0

Now: 11st 11.5lb

So technically I really lost a lb but nevermind I will just record it as a STS like I have...sorry if you have lost me lol.

Anyway I really want your opinion. Basically this is what I am aspiring to:

That model is Emanuela de Paula (face of Next) she is 5"9 in height so I think she is a realistic aspiration for me. Well sort of anyway as I am 5"10...but I dont have her bust size lol.

Yeh so I will get on with it...what I am asking is, Is she too thin? Do you think I should aspire to be be bigger than her? Personally I think her legs and figure is fabbbb and I would really love to have it but thinking about it sensibly...I really dont think my legs will ever look like hers as I have chunky legs and ridiculously BIG knees!!!!!!!!!! (you can see what I mean if you go back a few postings and look at my pics)

I would just like to know what you think anyway.

WW wise...is went spinning on Monday....and I forced myself to keep up, which I did and the day after my legs were aching like they have never ached before lol. It felt good though in a weird way :s I thought I would have put on as I keep picking at chocolate fingers and all sorts of stuff when I go home to my moms. I was even slicing chunks off the left over sunday chicken (after my meal) everytime I went into the kitchen as it was delicious!!!!!! NOW that is absolutely ridiculous but do you know what I was thinking at the time "oh its lean meat (chicken breast) it wont do that much harm" grrrrrrrr

Well at least I didnt put on but i was close as I saw the numbers flash 11st 12lb befor it settled on the 11.5lb....but then again I supppose I still would have technically lost 0.5lb anyway.

Right thats enough of my ramblings...let me know what you think about Emanuela anyway...thanks

final thought "gone over by 8points today...what is wrong with me? Seriously 20points to eat is not enough!!!!"

I got it, sort of...50lb!!!!!

Hehe Im so happy and a little confused many good things happened for me this week but at the cost of negative things....all ballanced i guess though lol. Heres how I did:

Was: 12st

Lost: -2.5 (I think)

Now: 11st 11.5lbs (i think)

Thats it you saw rightly....I think thats what I am. I really cant remember what I weighed at wi this week because the clerk got it wrong AGAIN and then to top that off she didnt acknowledge my 50lb milestone so when I pointed it out and asked her if I get a certificate she said "oh the leader doesnt do them"!!!!! Man did I see RED!

I was so gutted and angry because she messed up my wi book again, she wrote 11st 11.5lb but in the weight lost bit she wrote I lost 2lbs, when it would have been 2.5lb (dont know whether im 11st 11.5 or 11st 12.5!!!) I cant even remember because I was so upset at wi I sort of switched off anyway. I have put down 11st 11.5lb so next week I will be really satisfied with a STS. All I know is I am never weighing with HER again!!! I felt so upset I even considered changing classes.

I text my leader on the night and she apologised and said she had to order them from her area manager and I am to weigh with her next week.

But regardless of that I have reached 50lb loss so Well Done me!!!!! I really thought I would have put on again as I went out for a meal to celebrate my cousins graduation and I had a Lamb Shank it was like meat on a hugggge bone lol...very yummy though.

Plus I also wore a SIZE 10 blazer from New Look!!! OMG my arms actually fit into a SIZE 10 Yet alone my BODY lol!!!!! Well pleased at that.

final thought "I officially dislike THAT ww Clerk!!!"

:( And Back AGAIN! :(

Results:

Was 11st 13.5lbs

Gained: +0.5lb

Now: 12st AGAIN

WTF!!! I thought I had done an dusted that stone...ok ok so I didnt have as much water as I should have and I had a few pizza slices on monday (day b4 wi) so yeh i can see where its come from BUT it doesnt have to trick me like that!!!!! B4 Wi I checked my moms new ww scales and it sais 11st 11lb.........got to wi to find otherwise.

Oh well, that'll teach me!

Ok so last week I tried out Body Jam and it was really good although I did it through a headache as I did Step, LBT the Body Jam one after another. This week though I will be more prepared with headache tablets and give it a really good go. Step nearly killed me as it does everytime I do it.

I have already banked 1 gym session today as I went to the gym while waiting for my car to be serviced THAT COST £176!!!!!!!!! grrrrr!! I am hoping to go to step, lbt and body jam 2moz again and then spinning and another gym session on monday!

Got a graduation meal to go to on the weekend for my cousin so I am going to have to be really good. I was really looking forward to getting my 50lb certificate too :(

Better luck next week eh!

Final thought: I WANT TO GET TO GOAL AND BE DONE WITH OBSSESSING OVER NUMBERS!!!!!

In the 11s

Hi my lovelies!!!

I will get straight to the point this week for once lol:

Was: 12st

Lost: 0.5lb

Now: 11st 13.5lbs

Woooohoooooo im in the 11s!!!!! I am so excited, I also got my silver 7 I was owed from last week. Not long to go now and I cant wait.

I am so lucky though to have lost because my bf came down on friday for the weekend and my god we ate lol...chinese (from a place that does the food in boxes like america lol) I felt like I was in America, I tell ya. Yeh but to have had a loss is really good, this week I have to work really hard to have a bit more decent loss next week.

I also wore a skirt out that I got in Matalan in a size 12!!!!!! With black tights of course. I was supposed to go to Bella Italia as being a student I have got a 50% off voucher but we didnt really fancy it so, we decided to go to a chinese buffet to find it was closed...Bella Italia was in the same place but I didnt have my voucher on me and I was not going to pay full price when I knew I could have got 50% off lol...so chinese it was! Here is my outfit, featuring... "the skirt" lol:

It, "the skirt", didnt really get showcased enough lol as the chinese we then bought after discovering the closure of the buffet place was a takeaway...so I got all dressed up for nothing!

I dont think I got round to the gym at all last week....Getting ridiculous now!!! Actually I didnt get round to it so this week I really have to go!!!!!!

I need something to tone my legs...I did see a squat challenge a few months ago on someones blog so I will have a search for it and give it a go...see it it improves the thighs!!! If it was you blog, leave me a message to let me know, thanks.

Final thought "Will I get my 50lb certificate next week? 0.5lb to loose"